144-Hard work with doubt

I've grown to not expect anything out of my hard work. I still try hard but it never seems to work out. If you expect too much, you'll end up falling harder. Hitting yourself harder. It's like putting your hopes on a higher level of the Petronas twin tower in preparation for suicide. (Or a really big fall) Overtime, you learn to prevent fatal damage to yourself by not hoping for anything. It's like a game. *dun dun dunnnnnn* Does that mean I become a less successful person because I don't want enough?

I DON'T KNOW. I'M BAD AT ANSWERING.